minviendha | FST: Avengers: somewhere only we know

Medium: movie
Fandom: Avengers
Subject: Steve/Loki
Title: somewhere only we know
Notes: 32 songs, making this officially my longest fanmix...I'm pretty sure so far this year? That's interesting. This pairing, though. THIS PAIRING. You can't stop me, guys, and I will...probably never find the fic for it that I want and probably also never write it. Also I am sorry I have been so quiet. I think I am in denial about my gradual abandonment of LJ. There will be a post to that effect sometime in the next couple days. Stay tuned. (I know you're all glued to your seats.) This fanmix takes as its conceit something like the plot of the Steve/Loki RP I have been playing with, namely initial animosity that turns into weird attraction that turns into something like a relationship, and how did that happen? I swear all the falling references are, once again, entirely unintentional.

8tracks | mediafire

call 911 | GHOST OF THE ROBOT
I heard you killed your only friend last year
you’re such a disease
you can buy your other friends
but you can’t buy me

just for tonight | CARRIE CLARK
because it can be so lonely
allowing the demons to run wild
temptation fulfilled is the only
way to forget what’s inside

you know I’m no good | AMY WINEHOUSE
I cheated myself,
like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble,
you know that I'm no good

addicted | KELLY CLARKSON
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
just one more time
then that's it

blood on my hands | THE USED
there's blood on my hands
like the blood in you.
some things can't be treated
so don't make me,
don't make me be myself around you.

black black heart | DAVID USHER
something ugly this way comes
through my fingers sliding inside
all these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover

work | JIMMY EAT WORLD
all I can say
I shouldn't say
can we take a ride?
get out of this place
while we still have time

poison in my veins | BAYSIDE
cause I'm all wrong and I don't see a chance to fix this head
so just give up, write me off, pretend I don't exist.

doubting thomas | NICKEL CREEK
I'm a doubting Thomas
I took a promise
but I do not feel safe
oh me of little faith

all I need | MATCHBOX TWENTY
just stay all through the night
and in the morning let me down

vindicated | DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL
and I am flawed
but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

the hunger | FIREFLIGHT
you got a rusted out lock on your door
getting ready to break
you've held back love long enough
I think it's time to cave

every little earthquake | LITTLE BOOTS
cos I can't stand it when you come home
and we just fight for hours
but I won't show it no I'll just hold my breath and keep it quiet

don’t ask me | OK GO
don't sit there and play just
so frank, so straight, so candid,
so thoughtful, so gracious,
so sound, so even-handed

house of cards | OPHELIA OF THE SPIRITS
you don’t know what I know
you can’t see the spreading stain of deception
I am cruel to myself
things will never be the same
oooh, this will all fall down around you
in a house of cards it’s just too hard not to touch it
so it all falls down

spiders | EDITORS
with your back to the wall
you've got one place to fall
sometimes its all better unknown

under my skin | RACHEL YAMAGATA
would you please get out from under my skin?
'cause I can't begin this yet
and I don't know what my intentions are
they're speaking in a different tongue
and deep inside, I'm not as tough as I seem

between | VIENNA TENG
we are not together here
though we lie entwined
to make room for the other presence
we both draw back in our minds

falling for you | JEM
and I've got to be sure
'cause it's been so long
and I cannot take the pain again
if it all goes wrong

fear and loathing | MARINA & THE DIAMONDS
got different people inside my head
I wonder which one that they like best
I'm done with tryin' to have it all
and endin' up with not much at all

life for rent | DIDO
but if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
well I deserve nothing more than I get
cos nothing I have is truly mine

yes | COLDPLAY
if you’d only, if you’d only say yes
whether you will's anybody’s guess
God only God knows I'm trying my best
but I’m just so tired of this loneliness

bluebells | PATRICK WOLF
now deep in a forest
losing all thought of spring
and nothing can help me remember
and I'm going nowhere fast
a darker day has hold at last
deep in this dream I let the compass keep spinning

who will love me now? | PJ HARVEY
who will forgive and make me live again
who will bring me back to the world again

somewhere only we know | KEANE
and if you have a minute why don't we go
talk about it somewhere only we know?
this could be the end of everything
so why don't we go
somewhere only we know?

three wishes | THE PIERCES
we'd be so less fragile
if we're made from metal
and our hearts from iron
and our minds from steel

metal heart | GARBAGE
I wish I had a metal heart
I could cross the line
I wish that I was half as good
as you think I am

jealous of the moon | NICKEL CREEK
starin' down the stars
jealous of the moon
you wish you could fly
just being where you are
there's nothin' you can do
if you're too scared to try

momentum | VIENNA TENG
always I am mistaken
I look for love, I find a stone
of all the seasons, winter befriends me
I come to you in friendship
and hold my breath against the snow

we can work it out | THE BEATLES
try to see it my way,
only time will tell if I am right or I am wrong
while you see it your way
there's a chance that we might fall apart before too long

learn me right | BIRDY FEAT. MUMFORD AND SONS
so I had done wrong but you put me right
my judgement burned in the black of night
when I give less than I take
it is my fault my own mistake

into the open air | JULIE FOWLIS
could these walls come crumbling down?
I want to feel my feet on the ground
and leave behind this prison we share
step into the open air