This is bizarre.

[minviendha]

I am so bewildered at myself right now. Been in such weird mood(s) lately. Like on the one hand ridiculously cheerful and the other relentlessly emo and then full of energy and then sick of everything and just - god. I don't even know. And I'm kind of fed up with myself. I'm just so stupid sometimes. :\ I dunno. Whatever.

Weird things making me happy, weird things making me sad. I understand next to none of it. And none of it matters, so...

I'm worried about people. A lot. *sigh*

I just wish I could trade lives with people sometimes. They deserve better.

I'm just feeling limp and exhausted and wrung out already. It's not even October. This is supposed to be my February blues. Failing at school, failing at family, generally failing at life - but now I'm going all emo again. So I think I should just back away from my LJ slowly and...stop babbling. May not be here for a couple days unless something interesting actually happens.

Adios.

Comments

[dame_grise]

Gorgeous icon, dear! *hugs* I hope you're not worried about me.

If you have time, I can try to cheer you up.

[minviendha.livejournal.com]

Thank you! *hugs* I have time, the only reason I haven't been on so much is so I don't...spaz at people who don't deserve it. :\

[dame_grise]

*hugs* I adore you, dear. If you're coming, come soon, or else a movie will steal me. I'm kind of tired.

[minviendha.livejournal.com]

I should do work for now, but I'll be around tomorrow...sleep well, dear, when you get there. I miss you. *snugs*

[dame_grise]

I miss you too. Tomorrow is Friday so I'm not likely to be around.